I experienced splitting headaches as a consequence of being audited on Dianetics.
In article <34b83feb.831205450@news.sol.no>, heldal@online.no says...
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>Message #1 (04:15 11/01-98)
>Name/Nick: Jessica
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> Somebody please answer: Everyone I've known (including
> myself) that practiced Scientology got head-crushing
> headaches. Does anybody know the connection? Thanks.
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Hello Andreas,
I reported that I experienced splitting headaches as a consequence
of being audited on Dianetics. I was C/Sed for the End of Endless
Interiorization Rundown Repair handling. The only explanation I have
ever figured out for myself is this:
If I look at all the LIES told to me, the "evaluation" put on
my "case", the "wrong indications" given me, the "Auditor's
Code breaks" committed on me, the false labelling of me as a
"psychotic" person, the ENFORCED separation of my family
from me, the PROMISES to me which were broken, while I was
and "upstat" and "valuable and producing" staff member of
the Sea Org...
AND
If one puts this alonside the fact that Hubbard's Flag Order 732
states that a Sea Org member is supposed to get his allowance
[pay] AND WE DIDN'T GET IT EVEN WHILE *MILLIONS* OF DOLLARS WERE
BEING SENT TO SEA ORG RESERVES, WE OFTEN HAD A DIET CONSISTING
OF NOTHING BUT RICE, BEANS, OATMEAL AND SKIM MILK, WHILE WORKING
ONE HUNDRED HOURS OR MORE PER WEEK AND SLEEPINH VERY VERY LITTLE,
is it any wonder I had headaches?
During my Dianetics auditing my headaches were so severe I had to
*refuse* to go into any more auditing sessions.
Of course, I cannot answer for others, but my headaches came on
the heels of an HCO Form 1 WW Security Check. I had also been told
by the Supercargo ASHO Day that I was "psychotic" because I wanted
to leave the Sea Org. My pay had been withheld because I wanted to
leave staff. And although I was ordered and expected to produce on
my post, working one hundred hours per week AND having to do amends
due to having been "in a lower condition ("doubt"), Scientology
was more than willing to fail to pay me for over EIGHT WEEKS, I was
still expected to slave away and continue to produce EVEN MORE each
week.
Can you say STRESS?!?!
Lots of Sea org members CRACK UP under such duress, punishment,
"heavy ethics", injustices and all-around BETRAYAL.
Warrior